Reflection

Time flies. Was reflecting on what's happening in 2009. It seemed like 2008 was just yesterday. Everything is still so fresh and it had become history.

I remembered one of the few things that i think God spoke to me about early this year.
1st thing, what i think it to be the truth might not be the truth, it might be the fact and not necessary the truth.
2nd thing, unless i overcome it, i'm just running or avoiding it.

and 2010 is coming soon, God how to apply these into my life? working and planning thru it.

Create in me a clean heart

Create In Me A Clean Heart, Oh God, And Renew A Right Spirit Within Me.

Create In Me A Clean Heart, Oh God, And Renew A Right Spirit Within Me.

Cast Me Not Away From Thy Presence, Oh Lord.

And Take Not Thy Holy Spirit From me

Restore Unto Me The Joy Of Thy Salvation

And Renew A Right Spirit Within Me

Create IN Me A Clean Heart - Keith Green

I'm Forever Yours

A song that i heard recently and it speaks so much to me. So thought of sharing it too. =)

I give my all to you
Send me and i will go for you
To the ends of the earth
I'll follow after you
I want the world to know
Your love endures forever

Tell me and i'll obey
This is far greater than sacrifice
Trusting you and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have your way in me
Not my will, yours be done

Here i stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts
Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My jesus, my precious saviour
I'm forever yours

I will worship you forever
I will worship you

Learn to keep short account with God

These few days, i had a new game, the facebook. It is like my small playground for me to explore and play around with. And i also got this game in my facebook that was used to call "Brick Game" at least for my time, i called that game "Brick Game".

I realised that my respond to that game isn't as good as in the past. On top of that, i was never good at that game, but just got average scores. This time when playing that game, i learn something interesting for me. I learn the importance of keeping short account.

I learn that in good times, not keeping short account with God doesn't seems to caused any harm but i feel otherwise. Cause when times are challenging or the pressure is on, by not constantly keeping short account might cause me to overwhelm and not able to handle it properly.

So i use that principle when i'm playing that game.

Giving God full control

Thinking of blog this down first before i go on and do my things.

Someone shared something recently to me and these words actually struck me quite a bit. i need to refocus my perspective. To get the right focus and all the rest of the things around it will seems strangely dim. For the past few months, life had been challenging. Maybe because quite a few people were struggling at that time in one area or another, it actually made what i'm going thru as not even worth to be mention at all. But sometimes, when one thing is not mention at all, it doesn't mean that i had totally deal with it already. At times, when i think i had, but later only to realise that i hadn't.

And i realised one area, i didn't fully surrender it to God but still hold tightly to it. It is so tightly that the more i held tightly, the more i will feel the pain or hurt. And ended up, everything is in a mess.

No matter what, God, i still want to choose to give it to you completely 100% and do it Your ways. i know i had fail and stumble a number of times, and my direct leader can testify to that, God, help me to do things Your ways with the limited things that i know. Even when i don't understand or not able to figure it out how it is possible, but nevertheless, i still want to obey You.