Thinking of blog this down first before i go on and do my things.
Someone shared something recently to me and these words actually struck me quite a bit. i need to refocus my perspective. To get the right focus and all the rest of the things around it will seems strangely dim. For the past few months, life had been challenging. Maybe because quite a few people were struggling at that time in one area or another, it actually made what i'm going thru as not even worth to be mention at all. But sometimes, when one thing is not mention at all, it doesn't mean that i had totally deal with it already. At times, when i think i had, but later only to realise that i hadn't.
And i realised one area, i didn't fully surrender it to God but still hold tightly to it. It is so tightly that the more i held tightly, the more i will feel the pain or hurt. And ended up, everything is in a mess.
No matter what, God, i still want to choose to give it to you completely 100% and do it Your ways. i know i had fail and stumble a number of times, and my direct leader can testify to that, God, help me to do things Your ways with the limited things that i know. Even when i don't understand or not able to figure it out how it is possible, but nevertheless, i still want to obey You.
Someone shared something recently to me and these words actually struck me quite a bit. i need to refocus my perspective. To get the right focus and all the rest of the things around it will seems strangely dim. For the past few months, life had been challenging. Maybe because quite a few people were struggling at that time in one area or another, it actually made what i'm going thru as not even worth to be mention at all. But sometimes, when one thing is not mention at all, it doesn't mean that i had totally deal with it already. At times, when i think i had, but later only to realise that i hadn't.
And i realised one area, i didn't fully surrender it to God but still hold tightly to it. It is so tightly that the more i held tightly, the more i will feel the pain or hurt. And ended up, everything is in a mess.
No matter what, God, i still want to choose to give it to you completely 100% and do it Your ways. i know i had fail and stumble a number of times, and my direct leader can testify to that, God, help me to do things Your ways with the limited things that i know. Even when i don't understand or not able to figure it out how it is possible, but nevertheless, i still want to obey You.
